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and i don’t know how he kissed me and i don’t know how we touched and i don’t know why i left him because all i know is you. so please, please release me from this guilt I haven’t earned so please, please release me from this guilt I don’t deserve and I don’t know how he loved me and i don’t know how he said my name and i don’t know why he used me cause all i know is you. so please, please release me from this guilt I haven’t earned so please please release me from this guilt I don’t deserve cause all i know is you... I must confess I didn’t notice that he was in to me I must confess it doesn’t linger that he was ever in to me cause all i know is you so please, please release me from this guilt I haven’t earned so please please release me from this guilt I don’t deserve cause all i know is you

You’ve had better girls And lived in better worlds You have the finest things in life Now me… now me.. Let me go and live my life Knowing myself is enough to suffice Cannot say the same of you of you. That’s your lullaby of love That’s your sweetest sounding symphony That’s your lullaby of love to me… to me. Take it all Take it all for yourself You’ve left me empty – aching Take it all Take it all for yourself You’ve left me empty – again Take it all take it all for yourself You’ve left me with these questions these questions. That’s your lullaby of love That’s your sweetest sounding symphony That’s your lullaby of love to me… to me.

I tried to be at peace with this but seeing you happy is something I miss the babies came, and he does what he does I’ve seen his eyes and heard his lies And I know where he’s been You’re spinning around, you’re losing control you’re losing yourself as you go Up and down, round and round, on the carousel of lies He might take it, he smiles and fakes it on this carousel of lies You’re spinning around, you’re losing control you’re losing yourself as you go

He said I’ll call you and never did. So you sold your soul to the highest bid. Given over to the fear of trust – Showing grace is always a must. It that consumes you when you sleep— Sleep and dream of the lightest of things— Things that haunt you when you open your eyes. You see I’m gone and it’s still a surprise. It’s coming around again. Again It’s coming around again. Over and over once more. With the same beginning as before— Oh you’ve got the same eyes As I watch you tell the same old lies. It’s coming around again. Again It’s coming around again.

I think I’ve heard this song one too many times Now that it’s my turn I’m running out of rhymes I guess I’ll stay here till I just get it all right Believe me baby that could take me all night Dadada dadada.

Died your hair red to match your face. You’re now the lonely and disgraced. Know one knows just where you’ve been. But they think they know all secret sins. And angels brought me to you, Only God knew. So think it over. Maybe I’m not that bad. You can’t go back to their place. You can’t even show your face. Maybe this time I’m in the wrong. Have they been right all along? And angels brought me to you, Only God knew. So think it over. Maybe I’m not that bad. Hit the wall, you scream and cry You’d give it all for one more try Confessions are useless You’re in war— You’re found again you little… Close the door a little. You’ll know better. You’ll do better next time. Repeat chorus

Excuses led me to your eyes. Compromise was all I knew Held you down and told you lies Thought all I did was just for you I’m giving up and letting go I have apologies I know. I’m giving up and letting go I have apologies I know. I had a vision of a love Someone who can forgive Greatness to rise above You’d be my reason to live I’m giving up and letting go I have apologies I know. I’m giving up and letting go I have apologies I know. Held you down and told you lies, now I live in compromise.

Close your eyes prepare to rest You sold your soul, you passed their test And when you wake you feel no pain Only us, we feel your shame We knew you when you knew yourself And now inside you’re someone else. I guess this is how the story goes Our attempts to make you whole Fearlessly we lost the fight Winning was just too easy Fearlessly we cried in vain It’s what you said you wanted We let you know when you had to fall Now you’re down you out did them all. I guess we’ll never really know How it felt to sell your soul Fearlessly we lost the fight Winning was just too easy Fearlessly we cried in vain It’s what you said you wanted

flecks of lights bits of truth broken egos lay in two i have life and all the rest she has her memories of the best of times that little thing inside my soul to remember you makes me feel whole. I’d still be better off if you were here sometimes i guess that’s the mystery to do these things without truth seen and to know it will be a while. Shattered by all my dark thoughts it’s been two years i miss you still some times it just creeps up that i’m sad without you here. that little thing inside my soul to remember you makes me feel whole. I’d still be better off if you were here sometimes i guess that’s the mystery to do these things without truth seen and to know it will be a while. i tried so hard to see the worse to forget how bad it really hurts Forgive me oh forgive my dark thoughts.

I’m giving all that I have To watch you throw it away, I’m spending all of my time To get you to stay another day. Things are a little off. The scale is a little one sided these days. My grace and charm might be seen by others But to you – I am just another girl. Backward – right out and – forward – I’m admitting that I’m wrong For being here for you to use. For being here for you to use.

Caught fighting The listless the inviting Hopeless careless Oh the unfairness. But I’m alright if that’s what you want to hear Disregard bruises and all my tears I’ll waste away in all your fear. But I’m alright if that’s what you want to hear. Judging testing and you call that caring Leaving your lying And you say I’m dying. But I’m alright if that’s what you want to hear Disregard bruises and all my tears I’ll waste away in all your fear. But I’m alright if that’s what you want to hear. Abusing loosing And you say I’m choosing. Leaving your lying And we know I’m dying

Dear reckless abandoned Sometimes I’m just staring at walls. I hear your self-righteous pity and you think that answers it all. You can pretend you can pretend to know me When I don’t even know myself You can pretend you can pretend to know me When I know I don’t need your help This relentless frustration of all that I thought I knew. I see deceit and fighting and you tell me that is truth You can pretend you can pretend to know me When I don’t even know myself You can pretend you can pretend to know me When I know I don’t need your help Yeah yeah leave me alone Yeah yeah leave me alone You can pretend you can pretend to know me When I don’t even know myself You can pretend you can pretend to know me When I know I don’t need your help Leave me alone.

Knowing having losing me Finding facing tragedy Staying frustrating quietly Oh pieces come together Oh Pieces come together Do you see do you know do you feel me? Do you have the comprehension dear? Do you see do you know do you feel me? Do you have the comprehension dear? Of anything besides your own self? Taking making giving in Crying lying has to end Breaking frustrating Can’t transcend Oh pieces come together

Do you have your secret crushes? Do you know everything about the girl? Do you have your intuition? And you know she’s definitely the one And it’s the way she moves, I know she wants me It’s the way she walks, I know she loves me It’s the way she talks, I know she needs me... all the time

Saw you again last night And your eyes eased all my pain Your presence filled this empty room And I will never be the same And I’m wanting it all Needing it all Loving it all Not knowing your name Another bright day will come When the light from you replaces the moon The soul of me cannot come undone And the depths of you cannot be told And I’m wanting it all Needing it all Loving it all Not knowing your name